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• There are physical signs of injury, such as bruises, sores, burns, cuts, or black eyes. Such injuries may be hidden (e.g., behind sunglasses or 
• with clothing)
• The victim makes implausible excuses for injuries or absences ("I fell down the stairs").
• The victim displays personality changes (angry, depressed, moody, defensive, etc.)
• The victim becomes withdrawn, or suddenly fearful.
• The victim becomes depressed, or more irritable or agitated than normal.
• The victim has difficulty sleeping at night, or may display excessive tiredness (can be a symptom of depression)
• The victim's appetite changes for better or worse. Weight loss or gain may occur (can be a symptom of depression).
• The victim's self-esteem lowers.
• The victim is distracted and has difficulty concentrating.
• The victim neglects hygiene (becomes smelly, goes unwashed; may be an attempt to ward off a sexual predator if a child, or as a consequence of depression).
• Changes are noted in the victim's personal appearance or in the appearance of his or her home or living environment.
• The victim complains of pain in the genital region (more common in children).
• For older children and adults, the victim 'acts out', becoming sexually promiscuous, and/or using drugs.
• Elders may display confusion
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How to crack the code of Monarch Programming Beta Illuminati Mind Control

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THE FOLLOWING ARE THE DESCRIPTIONS OF WHY THE EXHIBITS ARE IMPORTANT TO THE PROGRAMMING. The Technical (or Training) Manual pages are coded.

Exhibit 1. Star Fleet Technical Order. (TM:379260-1)

This page show codes on the far left that are similar to the type of codes used in Monarch access codes. Alters are trained to take the body upon the proper access code. Also certain activities or programs can be triggered by codes also.

Exhibit 2. Uniform Color Code. (TM:379260-0)

In creating a System within the slave’s mind, geometric shapes are used. Within these shapes a number of worlds or universes will be created. These worlds can be 3-D. That means when building them in the child’s mind they can have height, depth, and width. One system which I have seen several times in slaves has been a 13 x 13 x 13 cube. In order to give another dimension and to give the programmers the ability to tie different things in different parts of the system together--the programmers use color coding. Each alter will receive a color code. I am familiar with the standard color coding program, and how it is put into the child’s mind. Dr. Green (Mengele) used a box of colored scarfs and electroshock to program in the color coding into victim’s mind. Besides alters, other things in the system may be color coded also. Let’s say as Programmers we place hidden observers on each level, system or world. Then we can tie those isolated alters together by color coding them the same. During the programming, computers are built into the mind to operate the programming, and they send their signals according to color coding.

Exhibit 3. MILKY WAY GALAXY MAP. (TM379260-2)

This is just one of a number of maps that go with the Star Trek programming. During the programming (which is sophisticated torture of all kinds backed up w/ drugs) the child’s mind will be encouraged to psychotically build worlds in his or her mind. These worlds are built with vortexes, mine fields, and in the case of Star Trek programming Radiation zones. If an alter would attempt to wander from its assigned spot in the mind, it will run into Radiation zones, walls, and other barriers. These zones are built into the mind, to insure that the multiple personalities do not contact each other. Aliens and holograms protect certain areas and prevent personalities from freely moving around in the mind. These “aliens” are placed into the victim’s mind by high level demonology--in other words they are not aliens--they are demons which have been brought in by high level rituals.

Exhibit 4. 4.1 COMPUTER SYSTEM (p.50)

The first thing created are the multiple personalities. Then these personalities are placed into a structured system. To operate that structured system and to insure compliance the Monarch programmer will put in what is called Omega programming. Omega programming consists of computers, wiring, conduits and cords. The most important part are the computers. These computers contain the instructions, and they are controlled by internal programmers who may be alters or who may be high level demons. The aliens (demons) who are placed strategically in the mind to keep the Omega programming intact are put in by sophisticated high level demonology. The high level demonology part of the programming is the most secret and it is termed Gamma programming. This is a diagram which could be used to help build into the child’s mind a computer. In the early programming, a little girl while being tortured would be shown a multi-roomed dollhouse. The rooms would each have a separate color. The rooms would be linked in the child’s mind to computers. In other words--the dollhouse structure was the structure the computers used. In the Star Trek programming, the modern child simply is given a multi-roomed computer like the one drawn.

Exhibit 5. TM:379260-3 ENGINEERING MAIN BRIDGE SECTION.

Various methods of communication and travel within a Monarch system’s mind will be built in. Various alters are allowed contact with other alters. Portals and one-way mirrors or one-way windows are built in also. In order to teach an alter to come to the front of the mind, an airplane taking off on a runway might be used as a visual aid to teaching how to leave the alters cubicle in the mind and come forward to take the body. Various internal communication system’s can be built into the System. The training manual is full of many possible communication and locomotion devices, and this is just one of a whole number of items that could be incorporated into a Monarch child’s mind as it is programmed.

Exhibit 6. pg. 82. UTILITIES.

The brain stems are scarred on babies and when the body rebuilds itself it overcompensates and the brain gets an incredible memory. Monarch slaves with scarred brain stems are running the computer systems for the New World Order. If the slave has a photographic memory as many of them do, then a specific chart like this utility chart could function as the blueprint for the mind when it creates its power packs. Power packs, and energy cells (sometimes put in like light bulbs) run the computers which are built into the slave’s mind. This is part of what is called the Omega programming.

Exhibit 7. TM:379260-2 S.I.N.S.

Base Datum. This is a coordinate system. In the early years the Monarch systems were built with 3 hour glasses each spinning on a x,y, or z axis. The hour glasses could be turned and in so doing the entire system of alters could be turned. Let’s say that we have a slave and we have created great Christian front alters. Now, we decide that the time has come to use the dark Satanic alters full time. Since the dark alters are hidden at the bottom of the system, we need to rotate the System 180 degrees so that the Satanic alters are now on top. Now the Satanic alters will receive extra energy to be out holding the body full time. This SINS Base Datum is a way of making a coordinate system for a Monarch System. Certain codes would then be given the System to make a shift when the handler needs to turn a System.

Exhibit 8. Click "Exhibit 8" to read a part of the article.

Darth Vader cover of Warren Magazine, plus the next two pages. This final exhibit consists of not one but 3 pages  which are the first 3 pages of a article written byMichael Aquino. This article is Michael Aquino’s own version of Star Wars.

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It is this version that he wrote and then used to program Monarch Mind-Controlled slaves. Actually to give credit where credit is due, an army colonel (who has since moved to Santa Fe, NM) at the Army’s War College worked with Michael Aquinoat designing mind-control programming around the Star War’s script.

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I have been perfectly willing to comply with most DSHS in Kelso's request.  They have had me withdrawl my comlaint ot fair rights twicee before by bribing me with the funds refunded to me sactioned, I have serious mental impairment, declared disabled Deec. 2012, and sanctrioned still aftet being deemed as needing NSA/Equal Acceess Rights, I was talked into agreeing for a protective payee, though I was never irresponcible with funds, so that I could be able to recieve the funds that they took from an unfair sanction, my functioning level of impairment went from 43 to 18 because of the continued ill behaviors and unjust treatment by dshs, Robyn Green, Sharon Framton and Roy Seber, Mathew Forman, A Mike and it started with Ruth Nelson, Ruth has now been accomadatable but the rest of the department find it ammusing to push me ovr th edge, force me to sign irp's i am not commfortable with, spoke to people ssuch as frinds and family about my medical conditions and files without permission and reported irrelevent information to SSI which in return made them denie me, once again, I am still appealing the judgees deescion from 5/25/13, due to retailatory communication from sharon framton who also spoke to my mother begfore forcing mee to sign and paper i was not comfortable with. I have witnesses of my medical confadentiality being broke, of the disciminative treatments I have rcieved because of my making a complaint and demanding my civil. patient, client and american disabled rights are given to my as promised, i was raped due to the negligence of my protective payee and her not manageing my account balances nor paying 2 months rent I wanty compasated for the suffering My children and I have endured and have legal rprsentation, I am not going ot stand heree and act like I have not been treatd in such ways that have worstend my functioning levels and also physically and emotionally tortured my life.  I have court tomorrow 9/3/13 for appeals and will be  asking for a continnueance due to the complicated amounts of RCW's and WAC's as well as rights & Protection Acts that have been broken, I want whats mine and fair treatment that accommadates my disabilitis, I am not metally challeged intellectually, I am suffering from PTSD from being Molested from agee 2 to 11 and then agoraphobia, psycho-eefectivee disorder, anxiety and more because of the severe neglect & trauma I hav under went.   This is not a joke and I demand action againsst the mentioned individuals, as well as paid for the damages it has caused our lives.  I know my rights, and have all documentation reeady for submittal for th courts to address these neeglagence behaviors and repeated violation I have inncured at 711 Vine Street In Kelso, WA 98626.  They are not assissting us,they are pushing us to kill ourselves or be killed by society.  I was a very accountable medical office administrastion assistant prior to this and am in no way going to sit back and take the abuse.  I want addressed asap & will bee having my counsil converse with your attorney or offical deligator for this district and type of case.   Civil Suit will Follow.  Thank you for your kindnss in investigating my complaints. My number is 360-216-0683 but mails is best missvossen@gmail.com

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Characteristics of Narcissistic........ 1

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Mother Dearest  ch.1 "It's about secret things. The Destructive Narcissistic Parent creates a child that only exists to be an extension of her self. It's about body language. It's about disapproving glances. It's about vocal tone. It's very intimate. And it's very powerful. It's part of who the child is." ~ Chris   1. Everything she does is deniable. There is always a facile excuse or an explanation. Cruelties are couched in loving terms. Aggressive and hostile acts are paraded as thoughtfulness. Selfish manipulations are presented as gifts. Criticism and slander is slyly disguised as concern. She only wants what is best for you. She only wants to help you. She rarely says right out that she thinks you're inadequate.  Instead, any time that you tell her you've done something good, she counters with something your sibling did that was better or she simply ignores you or she hears you out without saying anything, then in a short time does something cruel to you so you understand not to get above yourself. She will carefully separate cause  (your joy in your accomplishment) from effect (refusing to let you borrow the car to go to the awards ceremony)  by enough time that someone who didn't live through her abuse would never believe the connection. Many of her putdowns are simply by comparison. She'll talk about how wonderful someone else is or what a wonderful job they did on something you've also done or how highly she thinks of them. The contrast is left up to you.  She has let you know that you're no good without saying a word. She'll spoil your pleasure in something by simply congratulating you for it in an angry, envious voice that conveys how unhappy she is, again, completely deniably . It is impossible to confront someone over their tone of voice, their demeanor or they way they look at you, but once your narcissistic mother has you trained, she can promise terrible punishment without a word. As a result, you're always afraid, always in the wrong, and can never exactly put your finger on why. Because her abusiveness is part of a lifelong campaign of control and because she is careful to rationalize her abuse, it is extremely difficult to explain to other people what is so bad about her. She's also careful about when and how she engages in her abuses. She's very secretive, a characteristic of almost all abusers ("Don't wash our dirty laundry in public!") and will punish you for telling anyone else what she's done. The times and locations of her worst abuses are carefully chosen so that no one who might intervene will hear or see her bad behavior, and she will seem like a completely different person in public. She'll slam you to other people, but will always embed her devaluing nuggets of snide gossip in protestations of concern, love and understanding  ("I feel so sorry for poor Cynthia. She always seems to have such a hard time, but I just don't know what I can do for her!") As a consequence the children of narcissists universally report that no one believes them  ("I have to tell you that she always talks about YOU in the most caring way!). ~Unfortunately therapists, given the deniable actions of the narcissist and eager to defend a fellow parent, will often jump to the narcissist's defense as well, reinforcing your sense of isolation and helplessness ~ ("I'm sure she didn't mean it like that!")  This is My Mother for sure.....   Get over yourself woman ITS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU!