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8.18.2015

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10.11.2013

Trauma Symptom Checklist: Where to Begin

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Trauma Symptom Checklist: Where to Begin


If you have been through a traumatic event, you may find it hard to talk about your experiences. But, it can be helpful to tell your doctor or a counselor about any symptoms you have. Witnessing or going through a trauma can lead to both emotional and physical problems.
The checklist below can be a good start to talking about your symptoms following a trauma. You can print this page, complete the checklist and show it to your doctor, therapist, or someone who can help you find care.
Sharing this information will help a health care provider know you better and plan the best treatment for you. Not everyone who goes through trauma will get PTSD, but keep in mind that good treatments are available even if you only have some PTSD symptoms.

Brief checklist of trauma symptoms

Check the symptoms below that you experience. Include symptoms you have even if you are not sure they are related to a traumatic event.
I experienced or witnessed a traumatic event during which I felt extreme fear, helplessness, or horror.
The event happened on (day/month/year) _______________.
What happened? ________________________________________.
  1. I have symptoms of re-experiencing or reliving the traumatic event:
    • Have bad dreams or nightmares about the event or something similar to it
    • Behave or feel as if the event were happening all over again (this is known as having flashbacks)
    • Have a lot of strong or intense feelings when I am reminded of the event
    • Have a lot of physical sensations when I am reminded of the event (for example, my heart races or pounds, I sweat, find it hard to breathe, feel faint, feel like I'm going to lose control)
  1. I have symptoms of avoiding reminders of the traumatic event:
    • Avoid thoughts, feelings, or talking about things that remind me of the event
    • Avoid people, places, or activities that remind me of the event
    • Have trouble remembering some important part of the event
  1. I have noticed these symptoms since the event happened:
    • Have lost interest in, or just don't do, things that used to be important to me
    • Feel detached from people; find it hard to trust people
    • Feel emotionally "numb" or find it hard to have loving feelings even toward those who are emotionally close to me
    • Have a hard time falling or staying asleep
    • Am irritable and have problems with my anger
    • Have a hard time focusing or concentrating
    • Think I may not live very long and feel there's no point in planning for the future
    • Am jumpy and get startled or surprised easily
    • Am always "on guard"
  1. I experience these medical or emotional problems:
    • Stomach problems
    • Intestinal (bowel) problems
    • Gynecological (female) problems
    • Weight gain or loss
    • Pain, for example, in back, neck, or pelvic area
    • Headaches
    • Skin rashes and other skin problems
    • Lack of energy; feel tired all the time
    • Alcohol, drug, or other substance use problems
    • Depression or feeling down
    • Anxiety or worry
    • Panic attacks
    • Other symptoms such as: ______________________________

Summing it up

If you checked off some of the symptoms above, it is important for you to let your health care provider know. This information helps providers plan your medical treatment. It can also help them connect you with services you may need.
If you think you may have PTSD, print this checklist, fill it out, and take it to a health care provider, or someone you trust.
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10.08.2013

How to crack the code of Monarch Programming Beta Illuminati Mind Control

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THE FOLLOWING ARE THE DESCRIPTIONS OF WHY THE EXHIBITS ARE IMPORTANT TO THE PROGRAMMING. The Technical (or Training) Manual pages are coded.


Exhibit 1. Star Fleet Technical Order. (TM:379260-1)
This page show codes on the far left that are similar to the type of codes used in Monarch access codes. Alters are trained to take the body upon the proper access code. Also certain activities or programs can be triggered by codes also.

Exhibit 2. Uniform Color Code. (TM:379260-0)
In creating a System within the slave’s mind, geometric shapes are used. Within these shapes a number of worlds or universes will be created. These worlds can be 3-D. That means when building them in the child’s mind they can have height, depth, and width. One system which I have seen several times in slaves has been a 13 x 13 x 13 cube. In order to give another dimension and to give the programmers the ability to tie different things in different parts of the system together--the programmers use color coding. Each alter will receive a color code. I am familiar with the standard color coding program, and how it is put into the child’s mind. Dr. Green (Mengele) used a box of colored scarfs and electroshock to program in the color coding into victim’s mind. Besides alters, other things in the system may be color coded also. Let’s say as Programmers we place hidden observers on each level, system or world. Then we can tie those isolated alters together by color coding them the same. During the programming, computers are built into the mind to operate the programming, and they send their signals according to color coding.

Exhibit 3. MILKY WAY GALAXY MAP. (TM379260-2)
This is just one of a number of maps that go with the Star Trek programming. During the programming (which is sophisticated torture of all kinds backed up w/ drugs) the child’s mind will be encouraged to psychotically build worlds in his or her mind. These worlds are built with vortexes, mine fields, and in the case of Star Trek programming Radiation zones. If an alter would attempt to wander from its assigned spot in the mind, it will run into Radiation zones, walls, and other barriers. These zones are built into the mind, to insure that the multiple personalities do not contact each other. Aliens and holograms protect certain areas and prevent personalities from freely moving around in the mind. These “aliens” are placed into the victim’s mind by high level demonology--in other words they are not aliens--they are demons which have been brought in by high level rituals.

Exhibit 4. 4.1 COMPUTER SYSTEM (p.50)
The first thing created are the multiple personalities. Then these personalities are placed into a structured system. To operate that structured system and to insure compliance the Monarch programmer will put in what is called Omega programming. Omega programming consists of computers, wiring, conduits and cords. The most important part are the computers. These computers contain the instructions, and they are controlled by internal programmers who may be alters or who may be high level demons. The aliens (demons) who are placed strategically in the mind to keep the Omega programming intact are put in by sophisticated high level demonology. The high level demonology part of the programming is the most secret and it is termed Gamma programming. This is a diagram which could be used to help build into the child’s mind a computer. In the early programming, a little girl while being tortured would be shown a multi-roomed dollhouse. The rooms would each have a separate color. The rooms would be linked in the child’s mind to computers. In other words--the dollhouse structure was the structure the computers used. In the Star Trek programming, the modern child simply is given a multi-roomed computer like the one drawn.

Exhibit 5. TM:379260-3 ENGINEERING MAIN BRIDGE SECTION.
Various methods of communication and travel within a Monarch system’s mind will be built in. Various alters are allowed contact with other alters. Portals and one-way mirrors or one-way windows are built in also. In order to teach an alter to come to the front of the mind, an airplane taking off on a runway might be used as a visual aid to teaching how to leave the alters cubicle in the mind and come forward to take the body. Various internal communication system’s can be built into the System. The training manual is full of many possible communication and locomotion devices, and this is just one of a whole number of items that could be incorporated into a Monarch child’s mind as it is programmed.

Exhibit 6. pg. 82. UTILITIES.
The brain stems are scarred on babies and when the body rebuilds itself it overcompensates and the brain gets an incredible memory. Monarch slaves with scarred brain stems are running the computer systems for the New World Order. If the slave has a photographic memory as many of them do, then a specific chart like this utility chart could function as the blueprint for the mind when it creates its power packs. Power packs, and energy cells (sometimes put in like light bulbs) run the computers which are built into the slave’s mind. This is part of what is called the Omega programming.

Exhibit 7. TM:379260-2 S.I.N.S.
Base Datum. This is a coordinate system. In the early years the Monarch systems were built with 3 hour glasses each spinning on a x,y, or z axis. The hour glasses could be turned and in so doing the entire system of alters could be turned. Let’s say that we have a slave and we have created great Christian front alters. Now, we decide that the time has come to use the dark Satanic alters full time. Since the dark alters are hidden at the bottom of the system, we need to rotate the System 180 degrees so that the Satanic alters are now on top. Now the Satanic alters will receive extra energy to be out holding the body full time. This SINS Base Datum is a way of making a coordinate system for a Monarch System. Certain codes would then be given the System to make a shift when the handler needs to turn a System.

Exhibit 8. Click "Exhibit 8" to read a part of the article.

Darth Vader cover of Warren Magazine, plus the next two pages. This final exhibit consists of not one but 3 pages  which are the first 3 pages of a article written byMichael Aquino. This article is Michael Aquino’s own version of Star Wars.



It is this version that he wrote and then used to program Monarch Mind-Controlled slaves. Actually to give credit where credit is due, an army colonel (who has since moved to Santa Fe, NM) at the Army’s War College worked with Michael Aquinoat designing mind-control programming around the Star War’s script.

9.17.2013

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9.15.2013

Short PAS Introduction

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Short PAS Introduction

This lecture was delivered for people new to the PAS at the 2006 annual conference of the Personality Assessment System annual conference. The presenter Bob MacLachlan Ph.D. The entire lecture is several hours and is broken into a number of video files for convenience in downloading.


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9.12.2013

A Soulful of Emotion's: A Poetic Storm Authored by Miss Toni Lauren Vossen

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Project Summary

A Soulful of Emotion's: A Poetic Storm
Authored by Miss Toni Lauren Vossen

List Price: $18.00
6" x 9" (15.24 x 22.86 cm) 
Full Color on White paper
24 pages
ISBN-13: 978-1492372035 (CreateSpace-Assigned)
ISBN-10: 149237203X
BISAC: Poetry / Subjects & Themes / General
My Heart contempt displayed out with in simple text.
with every word read, a piece of my soul becomes filled with hope, because you buying this supports my attempts too go back to school. Thank You
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What are the Long Term Consequences of Child Sexual Abuse?

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What are the Long Term Consequences of Child Sexual Abuse?

FACT: THE CONSEQUENCES OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE OFTEN FOLLOW VICTIMS INTO ADULTHOOD. MOST PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA THAT THE EFFECTS OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE ARE SO PERVASIVE IN ADULT LIFE. ALTHOUGH SURVIVORS OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE ARE NEGATIVELY IMPACTED AS A WHOLE, IT IS IMPORTANT TO REALIZE THAT MANY INDIVIDUAL SURVIVORS DO NOT SUFFER THESE CONSEQUENCES. CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE DOES NOT NECESSARILY SENTENCE A VICTIM TO AN IMPAIRED LIFE.

FACT: SUBSTANCE ABUSE PROBLEMS ARE A COMMON CONSEQUENCE FOR ADULT SURVIVORS OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE.

  • Female adult survivors of child sexual abuse are nearly three times more likely to report substance use problems (40.5% versus 14% in general population), (Simpson and Miller, 2002).
  • Male adult CSA victims 2.6 times more likely to report substance use problems (65% versus 25% in general population), (Simpson and Miller, 2002).
  • Abused or neglected individuals 1.5 times more likely to report lifetime illicit drug use (Widom, Marmorstein, & White, 2006).

FACT: MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS ARE A COMMON LONG-TERM CONSEQUENCE OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE.

  • Adult women who were sexually abused as a child are more than twice as likely to suffer from depression as women who were not sexually abused (Rohde, et. al., 2008).
  • Adults with a history of child sexual abuse are more than twice as likely to report a suicide attempt (Dube, et. al., 2005, Waldrop, et. al., 2007).
  • Girls who are sexually abused are 3 times more likely to develop psychiatric disorders than girls who are not sexually abused (Day, et. al., 2003; Kendler, et. al., 2000; Voeltanz, et. al., 1999).
  • Among male survivors, more than 70% seek psychological treatment for issues such as substance abuse, suicidal thoughts and attempted suicide (Walrath, et. al., 2003).

FACT: OBESITY AND EATING DISORDERS ARE MORE COMMON IN WOMEN WHO HAVE A HISTORY OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE.

  • 20 – 24 year-old women who were sexually abused as children were four times more likely than their non-abused peers to be diagnosed with an eating disorder (Fuemmeler, et. al., 2009).
  • Middle-aged women who were sexually abused as children were twice as likely to be obese when compared with their non-abused peers (Rohde, et. al., 2008).

FACT: CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE IS ALSO ASSOCIATED WITH PHYSICAL HEALTH PROBLEMS IN ADULTHOOD. IT IS THEORIZED THAT THIS IS A CONSEQUENCE OF THE SUBSTANCE ABUSE, MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES AND OTHER RISKS THAT SURVIVORS OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE FACE.

  • Generally, adult victims of child sexual abuse have higher rates of health care utilization and report significantly more health complaints compared to adults without a CSA history (Arnow, 2004; Golding, Cooper, and George, 1997; Thompson, Arias, Basile and Desai, 2002). This is true for both self reported doctor’s visits and objective examination of medical records (Newman et al., 2000). These health problems represent a burden both to the survivor and the healthcare system.
  • Adult survivors of child sexual abuse are at greater risk of a wide range of conditions that are non-life threatening and are potentially psychosomatic in nature. These include fibromyalgia (Walker et al, 1997), severe premenstrual syndrome (Golding, Taylor, Menard, & King, 2000), chronic headaches (Peterlin, Ward, Lidicker, & Levin, 2007), irritable bowel syndrome and a wide range of reproductive and sexual health complaints, including excessive bleeding, amenorrhea, pain during intercourse and menstrual irregularity (Golding, 1996).
  • Not only do survivors of child sexual abuse have more minor health conditions, they are at greater risk for more serious conditions as well. Adults with a history of child sexual abuse are 30% more likely than their non-abused peers to have a serious medical condition such as diabetes, cancer, heart problems, stroke or hypertension (Sachs-Ericsson, et. al., 2005).
  • Male sexual abuse survivors have twice the HIV-infection rate of non-abused males (Zierler, et. al., 1991). In a study of HIV-infected 12-20 year olds, 41 percent reported a sexual abuse history (Dekker, et. al. 1990).

FACT: ADULT SURVIVORS OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE ARE MORE LIKELY TO BECOME INVOLVED IN CRIME, BOTH AS A PERPETRATOR AND AS A VICTIM. THIS IS LIKELY A PRODUCT OF A HIGHER RISK FOR SUBSTANCE ABUSE PROBLEMS AND ASSOCIATED LIFESTYLE FACTORS.

  • Adult survivors were more than twice as likely to be arrested for a property offense (9.3% versus 4.4%), (Siegel and Williams, 2003).
  • As adults, child sexual abuse victims were almost twice as likely to be arrested for a violent offense (20.4% versus 10.7%), (Siegel & Williams, 2003).
  • Males who have been sexually abused are more likely to violently victimize others (Walrath, et. al., 2003). 

FACT: ALTHOUGH DIFFICULT TO QUANTIFY, LOGIC TELLS US THAT THE CONSEQUENCES OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE (SUBSTANCE ABUSE ISSUES, MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS, BECOMING A PARENT AS A TEEN AND POOR PHYSICAL HEALTH) RESULT IN LOSS OF EARNING POTENTIAL OVER A LIFETIME.

  • An average of quality-of-life court awards (primarily lost earning potential) for a survivor of child sexual abuse is $115,000 in 2010 dollars (U.S. Department of Justice, 1996).

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9.05.2013

Poetry by Toni - What I have been Through!

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Times are Tough
on me on you
there is only misery
after all we've been through
I cant forget
the pain nor do I know just what to do,
from every fucking time
I lived through your ABUSE!
 

8.24.2013

mYRES bRIGGS

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