Not enough ME to Love .... boo-hoo

I am told daily;

that I am not a good enough of a person,  

to act normal or to communicate on a day to day basis

and that I am crazy.

 Half the time -

I have no idea where its coming from

and

why it directed towards me

in such contempt and anger

but its coming and quickly  escalates

further and further

into the black abyss's

darkened hole 

filled of fire and hate

only heated

from a twisted

and sick kind of

love

of the worst kind. ....