Better; before-I knew, Because .. ... .... .... .... .... .... ... ... .. .. .

Of thee amount of Faith and Jesus in me.
But slowly I am unfolding into a person who is not, only i am able to denie myself everything but the truth, but truth is but a nightmare and life is like beung stuck like a bag Lady who see's all the truth in all  creations, but knows all as well.....

If there is love,  then you must realize, there's also hate, derogitative from jealousy and all thevunmanifested attepmts of control , the situation which consequentailydoes not, allow love to grow, needing nurturing to grow it begins on itsway to die trying to understand such complcatingly disconnected shit like comprehending this is what I have been trying to bring forth for some time now.

So what if your exploring your self and the effects of trauma induced stress, things I have had all my life they say are disordered or sutible "Problems" all my life I have had, unknowledgeable of the serious to which I am speaking.  Trauma is a ramble bamble. sock ya up, yo-yo tripping, slinky spring, jolting so what out of your existence it makes me ...

 THINGS i HAVE LEARNED BY GOING 

THE HARD WAY, IT SHOULDN'E HAVE TO BE

 THAT HARD TO LEARN LIFES LESSONS, 

DONT LEAVE YOU CHILD VULNRABLEE

TO THE PERVERSIONS OF THE WORLD, 

DENIAL IS ALLOWING IT TO EXIST AND 

RUIN OUR FUTURE OF HUMANITY!!!! 

WALK MY WAY AND BE THE VOICE THATS

 HEARD FOR A CHILD WHO'S AT RISK OF

 LOOSING SOMETHING SO DEAR

>>>>STOP CHILD ABUSE<<<<<